is thier any promoters that would pay for my trainin i really want to make a good life for myself

as a manager of fighters, trainer of fighters, gym owner and matchmaker i will say this. go to your local gym and ask the gym owner if you could train and trade out some specific labor to cover the costs, such as mopping and sweeping mats, cleaning bathrooms, handing out flyers and such. a couple of hours a day will go a long way to earn you a spot in the gym.